same ol shit .. thought being faithful was easy but these past few relationships been some bullshit .. when I'm all over yungin i feel like I'm doing too much smootherthing slim but when I'm not .. I'm "doing something I'm not supposed to be doing" .. so how bout i just shut the fuck down .. fuck this .. i cant win and i finally realize that .. i dnt have to explain myself i shouldn't cuz I'm treating yu like yur my best friend .. im treating yu like someone that i lost who felt like .. like he could of been my twin (r.i.p. joshua ryan) .. am i being paranoid ? am i feeling the wrong way ? am i putting my heart my feelings myself first ? or am i doing what i should be which is protecting myself from being hurt .. again .. it feels like everything i do is the wrong move so what if i give him what hes been asking for . i mean i know it wont make anything better but still . I'm just frustrated and i .. i guess I'm just over everything .. shutting down is the best move for me to make so i guess thats my final answer .. 08 was sum bullshit .. lets see how shit is in 09 ..
WHO SED iT BEST :
FLOETRY:
im so scared that you'll hurt me i see the memoires we replayed same space face bodies i know theres a method to your maliness ..
0R
ADELE :
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhereI build myself up
And fly around in circles
Waitin' as my heart drops
And my back begins to tingle
Finally, could this be it
r.i.p. joshua come bac = /
1 comment:
awww ashleeeeeeeeee... please stop comparing every relationship your in to your last.
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