It takes a long time to heal .. and so I apologize for the double plastered, steel coated war barricade conveniently barricading my heart. Rome wasn't built in a day, but Hiroshima was destroyed in a millisecond.
They didn't realize what they were doing to me. An honestly, neither did I. The parasitic assholes drained my vessels of all the love I could hold, replacing my warmth with an intolerable frigidity. Glaciating my heart over layer by layer with sheets of insecurity and masculine solidity.
And so I apologize for the extra effort it may require to filter though the bullshit the previous have thrown upon it. I understand that it is not your fault, but unfortunately, you shall bear this tiresome load; my unwillingness to love.
Memories push piercing pins through my heart putting pressure on places that hurt the most.
It takes a long time to heal ..
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